PROSOPOPOEIA TO A FOUR MICHELOB ULTRA

Well, im rationalitating but not repressing...

I was a bright student. I shown potential and disposition to learn, but the generation and the city where I growed ruined me (environmental). John Locke theories serve me well. Now many studies tell about "multiple inteligences". So somebody can perform in some matters high skills and low in others. But the facts should not bring you the label of "useless mental retardation". HOW CREATIVE AND DEDICATED I WAS. THAT PEOPLE WILL ALWAYS IN DEBT WITH ME.

A shy inconvenient image harassed my "who i'm" concepts. So i prove different roles (the lack of endorsement), and anew environmental against me. I seen how information change the brain link wiring of the youngest, and is often irritating them idea of be "totally aware and allknowledge". On my case was not a gradual exploration of myself, but traumatic ruptures. But on that difuse identities I was not really understanding the concecuences of my choices. And everybody (including my parents!) was eagerly wanting to ruin me instead edificating me. My auto concepts of "How im doing?" began to maked me felt incompetent. i was a severe judge of myself. 

Erik Erikson theories serve me well. I fell into a hideous depression. My curse of fate, that epoch and city (environmental). Each of my tasks began to be hasty rashly way. Of course, nobody try to take me out of that stupidness. I just was sinking and sinking on sad ideas. No plan to force me change my routine. No challenge to put my mind working in some other matter. finally the yearning of my dad, my mom, the family and the people around came, i was fallen. 

At this point i can imagine a "video home" about me awakening at last, seeing the egoism and crueltiness of my aware father, my mom coward stupid resolutions to please a family who hated her, and on the back of that curse, the creepy warlock, my grandfather... The fucking video home have a really high jolly happy ending, and become excelent "ready or not craps, i will seize the day!... buddies, make my day"... But there is not a scumsucker video home...

by 2009 some corp decide to use a beyond experimental frequenze amplification on my brain, so I began understanding animal moans. This creepy schedule proof astonishing me, i was dwelling on a rehabilitation center with a religious evangelic facade... I felt a huge responsability of serve an unseen God beacuse of the matter. But "the voices" was not friendly messengers. 2 Corinthians 12:4 maked me remain in silent so much years... I remember me sealed plugging my ears until tears in 2010, after I decided to struggle against the brutal madness of the splitted entity by a "Goku's replicant guay manner". That was always verbal. The inteligence services most have some files of my "feeding activism", specially to the swallows. And i took the habit of never swat the bugs. Even i had a snail. Coz the entity itself demanded respect, despite the angry shy vulnerability. The barely shown telepathy precognition was and still an xtc.

At the end of 2015 I began to receive revelations about my person in some goods, out of the date: recorded and broadcasted data even before my birth! In 2016 I undestand that the message was not only about me, but some members of my family and acquaintances!
I clearly seen: "something"  even determine the DNA of this ones, as in the case of Alexia Berenice update twins (the daughter of auntie Guadalupe, who die in 1997 december 12, when snow after absens of years), or Oscar E. J. M. "crooked feet", the only son of Mrs. Lupita, endevourly conceived before the farewell of Mr. Jimenez. Oscar borned with another "deformity", his mega huge ears. And my neighbour liked to draw. We was entwined. This revelation 2017 nowadays, and Vianney Ana Barbara's clon, or April Momma's clon (who born in april 16, birthday Benja) of my school, into a creppy "Truman Show" replica, but without incomes and always imperiled! So if someone cares, I would never exchange a beautiful normal life per this knowledge!

I will aprobe the MMPI? I will drink a Michelob ULTRA with Mr. Phillips and Mrs. O'Brien?  If they can exist, maybe I...

"Each habit can be exchanged by other habits" Migue Gómez...